Friday, 29 August 2014

How Things Have Changed.

A little personal post. To be honest, this is for no one but myself, just a little reminder to let me know that even though some days are tough, I am by far better off where I am than where I was and things can only get better!

This time last year I resigned from old job and was in limbo, I still had a months contract but wasn't going into work, so everyday was spent cleaning the house and preparing dinner (a housewife's dream!). To be honest, leaving was the best decision that I had ever made. For nearly a year I had been forcing myself to stay there, hoping it would get better... Then I ended up in hospital due to stress and was off work for about a week. I wasn't enjoying myself and you could cut the tension with a knife in the office!

I spent the entire month applying for jobs (mainly office based) and would hear nothing, so I started applying to retailers and ended up at a certain store. I wasn't that bothered about where I worked as all I was thinking about was being able to pay for the mortgage and bills. I've been there a year in October and even though I'm not keen on the 10 hour shifts, late nights, working weekends and the dip in pay, I am a lot happier there. The people are nice, as are 98% of the customers(!), there is no stress, no hassle, no pressure and no backstabbing.
I am still looking and applying for other jobs in the hope that I can get back into the admin/customer service career and also the possibility of going back to college next year. I am thankful that I am lucky enough to have a job, especially in this day and age.
The support that I have received from my family and friends has been fantastic and couldn't ask to have better people in my life.

Sunday, 3 August 2014

Friday, 1 August 2014

Drop A Dress Size.

Or two...
Come next March I will be a bridesmaid and this has encouraged me (given me a kick up the bum!) to drop the pounds.
I'm not very fit, I like my food, a glass of wine and if I'm tipsy I will most likely have a cheeky cigarette, which (I know) is terrible... I am looking to change my ways!

Now, I'm not going to be part of the #FitFam or #EatClean because I would like to be able to enjoy my food and my life without constantly thinking about calories/fats/sugars and working out everyday, I am a curvy girl and would like to stay that way (I don't know what I would do if I lost my boobs!), but I do know that I need to lose some weight and be a lot more healthier than I currently am. I've not sat down and written a daily/weekly/monthly plan, I'll just do what I feel like on the day, that could mean a long walk, a run, kettle bell, yoga, resistance tubes, workout apps or my weight bench. I will be nice to mix things up a little! I've invested in some new running gear, a heart rate monitor and a running belt.
Since working in a store the weight has creeped up on me. The bakery is definitely not my friend and my portion size has been the same as J's(!). There has been changes already, smaller meals and no baked goods, also taking lunch into work as apposed to buying it there helps AND drinking lots and lots of water.

We will see how it goes, hopefully by March 2015 I will be a few stone lighter, all I want is to look and feel good. Fingers crossed!

image

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...